Queen In Hyun's Man

This is a letter that's written both to you and to me at the same time.


I might forget that I had written this letter... Or even this letter itself might disappear.


For me or for you, this letter is written for whoever may live holding on to the memories.


When I first happened to come into possession of this talisman, I  was very curious about its cause and effect.


At first, I thought that the realization of my dream was the effect.


Shortly after, I thought meeting you was its effect.


Then afterwards, I thought that beginning a new life in another world was the effect.


But it's only now that I came to realize its effects.


If the cause was me surviving, then me losing everything was the effect.


My future. My honour. My values. My people. And you, too.


I do not know what will happen now.


Will we forget each other, or will we live unable to forget, forever in agony?


If I have a final wish... it is to remember you.


In a life without aims, to not even have those memories would be hell.


And you... as for you...


Even if you should happen to read this letter someday far in the future,


I pray that you will not be able to realize whom it is for.




~ a letter of Gim Bung Do to Choi Hui Jin





"MY LIFE'S UPDATE":


joy ride with summer capital... attended ate Rose' spinning class... ate dinner with ate Rose and ate Grace at Zio's Pizzeria...


Thank you Father God for today's blessings, Amen!